My greatest fear is to be alone. I don't mean that I'd rather be in a room full of people than alone in my room, what I mean is that I'm afraid to be the one who cries out and nobody hears me. Afraid to be background noise, drowned out by all the rest. I don't even care who hears me or how many people do. I'm afraid to loose the people who do care about me, who make me feel like life is some reason to still be here instead of having an existence that is insignificant. I am afraid. Even the thought of loosing the warm hand to hold in the cold darkness and unfamiliar faces that pass in mass amounts of crowds, that is what scares me. I was once